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jennabeelack's review against another edition
For context, I am a woman who grew up in an environment that left me traumatised. Self-harm is something I have struggled with my entire life. I, like the main character of this book, suffer chronic migraines. This is why I feel qualified to hate the way these things were written about in this book.
I am white, so I will not be commenting on how race and race-specific issues are handled, as I am not qualified to decide on this on behalf of bipoc folks.
When you finally think that you've escaped the incessant romanticised trauma porn that lasts the first 30% of this book, it rears its ugly head and backhands you in the form of a random, flippant reveal that the protagonist was raped. While I understand that the idea was to give these characters traumatic backgrounds so that they can become bonded quickly, it feels more like Williams couldn't stop themselves from throwing in OH AND ANOTHER.
Eva's chronic illness is handled so poorly. It feels like Williams didn't bother to talk to someone with a chronic illness prior to writing this book, which is irresponsible and, frankly, insulting when most of the book is from Eva's perspective. "Instant relief" medication and willy-nilly use of opiate pain relief is unrealistic to the point that every time it's mentioned - which is frequently - I got angry.
The unbelievable chronic illness was only trumped by the unbelievable romance. We're meant to believe that these two 30 year olds will fall in insta-love after 15 years of no contact after their 7 day long alcohol and drug fuelled "romance" as teenagers. As I mentioned, I am a product of childhood trauma and I can tell you with absolute certainty that I have next to no memories from being a teenager now that I'm 30. I certainly don't have any memories from the times I was abusing substances during that period of my life. This entire setup for the romance is so obviously unresearched that I completely disengaged with the story.
Aside from all of this, every character talks and thinks like their brains are a youtube comment section. At best it's a bit annoying, at worst it's downright cringe. Every character essentially has the exact same voice, despite one of the characters being Literally 12 Years Old. It is so hard to tell whose perspective you're in at the moment without the characters name or migraines being mentioned.
I'm also half-convinced that Williams was paid for product placement for this book. Every opportunity to mention a Branded Product was taken. It felt like reading a bad, undisclosed advertisement at some points.
As I mentioned, I got to 60% completion. At this point in the book, there is still no plot. The first 30-40% is trauma porn. Then there's a random 10% that's a sort-of date where you end up getting jump-scared by a random ass sex scene where they fuck in a public place, ruining any sort of build-up that you might've been enjoying until that point. Zero intrigue, zero plot, and zero fucks to give.
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child abuse, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Hate crime, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Racism, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Police brutality, Medical content, Suicide attempt, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
brookeelizg's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child death, Chronic illness, Cursing, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Racial slurs, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
casuallycait's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Self harm, Sexual content, and Alcohol
Moderate: Death, Physical abuse, Racism, Suicide, and Police brutality
Minor: Sexual assault
kiutesy's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Mental illness, Self harm, Grief, Suicide attempt, and Alcohol
megannn_klein's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Drug abuse, Self harm, Sexual content, Abandonment, and Alcohol
favbookwormash's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Moderate: Drug abuse, Physical abuse, and Alcohol
erisreads7's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child death, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Self harm, Forced institutionalization, Suicide attempt, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Moderate: Child abuse, Cursing, Racism, Sexism, Car accident, Death of parent, and Classism
Minor: Police brutality and Pregnancy
himpersonal's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Also loved the careers they built, a peek into the world of the literati, and all their beautiful designer clothes.
Graphic: Ableism, Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Chronic illness, Confinement, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Racism, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Car accident, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Abandonment, Alcohol, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism
frida_epilogo's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child death, Chronic illness, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Gun violence, Hate crime, Mental illness, Racism, Sexual content, Police brutality, Medical content, Dementia, Grief, Cultural appropriation, Abandonment, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism
madihancock's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Chronic illness, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, Sexual content, and Alcohol
Moderate: Gun violence, Self harm, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Grief, Abandonment, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Sexual violence