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Body Kintsugi by Senka Marić

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emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced

4.25

Off-White by Astrid H. Roemer

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challenging emotional reflective slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

Mrs S by K. Patrick

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emotional reflective slow-paced

3.75

Supplication by Nour Abi-Nakhoul

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challenging dark mysterious reflective slow-paced

3.0

'I needed it, a thing to give myself over to, to humble myself before, to go limp in the face of; we all need it. There is nothing else.'

The narrator of this book comes to captive in a basement, unsure of who or what she was before, surrender to this rebirth her only means of escape. During her hallucinatory journey through a city night she pleads for a force to take charge of her path through a world she doesn't quite understand, while on her surreal pilgrimage she constructs herself anew. 

The reading experience of this was unlike anything else I've come across. It's embedded somewhere deep in the consciousness, the least rational, most instinctive part, all quick-firing fragments of thoughts, sensory inputs but no sense making. The dense, description-stuffed sentences slid off my brain nearly as soon as I read them. The whole thing was almost incomprehensible, sometimes beautiful, with a driving force behind it that was bafflingly compelling, like a tunnel you need to see the end of. 

Supplication is the act of begging, often a higher power, humbly for something. Throughout the book I felt that entreaty ringing out from everything the narrator thought or did, every unfathomable circumstance or action ultimately asking for an understanding of her place in the world. Every mundane ocurrance felt hideously magnified and wrong as she worries away at each little detail, an (un)conscious mind spinning up and burning out. The themes of fear and violence lurk there: in the funhouse-mirror details, the repetitive gnawing on meaningless things, the bewilderment and sensory overload. 

The reviews have borne out how divisive this has been and I'm unsurprised. It defies conventional rating (and reviewing) because it can be felt but evades being understood. Did I enjoy it, grasp it even a bit? Couldn't tell you. But was I immersed in a strange, visceral world as the narrator saw it, in all its nightmarish glory? For better or worse, I was.

Thank you to @influxpress for sending this strange read my way. 
The Employees: A Workplace Novel of the 22nd Century by Olga Ravn

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dark mysterious reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

Sexographies by Gabriela Wiener

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challenging informative relaxing

4.0