I really liked this book for how it embodies a love letter to the queer Tennesseean experience, the memorable characters, and fun Southern Gothic vibes.
But some things about it wore on me as it went on... The prose grew repetitive as the author seemed attached to very specific descriptors that, while interesting the first few times, got old by the end of the book. The pacing was kind of off, too. And the characters, while interesting conceptually, were all under-developed except for Andrew, and suffered from the author's attempts to make them ~wild~ and ~edgy~ as opposed to truly embracing the reality of their lives. I am referring to all side characters but especially Sam, here. For someone who is the endgame love interest, there's just not a lot of detail given to his life! We're told he's a minimum wage worker who moonlights as a drug dealer to support his trans cousin, which is so fucking interesting and yet we barely got to see any of his life outside of partying. This all led to him feeling underutilized as a character. It's all a bit of a "tell not show" kind of thing. (Don't even get me started on Eddie - they kept calling him "monstrous" and yet we never actually get to see him do anything monstrous! The way they were hyping him up, I thought he'd killed someone with his mind or some shit lmao.) I wish Mandelo had let these characters really breathe outside of their TRC-esque archetypes.
Also, I didn't like the resolution of the plot threads at the end. It just took the momentum away and left me feeling like, damn, all that build-up just for this? Especially regarding the supernatural elements. The whole last, maybe, third of the book felt extremely messy to me in a way that might suggest it was under-edited.
I don't want to shit on this book because I really did enjoy it, but that's why the let-down bothered me so much! I think there's great concepts here and you can tell Mandelo has skill, but there was just so much that needed to be further edited and refined.
it was, for the most part, a fun little read! however there were some aspects that made me cringe and not in the good horror-story way: the 17-year-old hetero sex scenes, and the male gaze of it all. sigh
absolutely amazing. it took me a couple months to get through this one and that's because i kept having to stop and think about it, like really absorb it and integrate it into my worldview. this book changed my worldview, for the better. i definitely cried a few times because it moved me so deeply. hartman is absolute brilliant. i think everyone should read this
Beautiful, terrible, haunting. Definitely made me tear up in places because the way she described the emotional and sexual abuse was so visceral and reminded me of my own life, and I felt that pain so strongly along with her. This book is painful, but also hopeful and life-affirming. I'm so glad she's safe now and I'm so glad I read this. <3
I really felt Moreno-Garcia's love for the Gothic genre shine through in this book, which made it fun in a special kind of way! I also liked how she handled the sensitive topic of incest.