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tab_reads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content, Violence, and Blood
wii3rdo's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
ahem, anyway. đ
WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN? iâm so fucking serious when i say: every SINGLE book hits harder than the last! thereâs a pattern to the flow (unraveling) of the story, but thereâs certain elements about each story that make them distinctly different according to the mcs.
i love seeing how much the Mulvaney family has grown, and seeing different sides to each character whenever i read their story? đ„° it makes them REAL instead of whatever two-dimensional view of them i had prior to their story.
Zane is such a national treasure. maybe iâm biased because heâs a journalist and journalism is my major, BUT THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW đŒ
but let me shut up so i can get started with Avi and Felixâs story đ«Ąđ€
Graphic: Body horror, Cursing, Death, Emotional abuse, Gore, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Suicide, Torture, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Medical content, Kidnapping, Grief, Suicide attempt, and Murder
pierrereads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.0
Graphic: Death, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicide, Violence, and Murder
Moderate: Cursing, Vomit, Kidnapping, and Grief
haloblues's review against another edition
4.0
I do concur with other reviewers that I wanted more of the Asa/Avi dynamic, though! Hopefully that shows through a bit more in Avi's book (I was also very intrigued by that discussion re: possibility of Asa/Zane/Avi/Felix).
Details: Alternating POVs, third-person, past tense
Favourite character: Asa
Happy ending?: Yes
Favourite quotes:
âYour momâs a two-time felon who runs with one of the most violent biker gangs in the US territories.â
Blake fell into the swivel chair in front of Zaneâs desk, spinning it a few times before he peeled back the paper on his pastrami sandwich. âAnd your mom is a gin-swilling narcissist who spends her days sucking the hopes and dreams out of people like a dementor. The only difference in our moms, man, is capital. Oneâs rich, oneâs poor. Theyâre both shitty people.â
He was heroin-chic pretty. Rock star pretty. Just this side of too thin, but put him in a pair of leather pants and a fur-coat and girls would throw their panties at him before the house went dark.
Somehow, it worked.
The rules on reportersâand wannabe reportersâwere very clear in the Mulvaney house. Donât talk to reporters. Donât react to reporters. And while his father had never uttered the words âdonât fuck reporters,â Asa assumed it was implied.
If anybody had told him five years ago that August would be the first of them to have kids, Asa would have laughed himself sick. His older brother was the most twisted and depraved of them all. He loved killing more than Asa or Avi. More than that, he loved torturing them. Reveled in it, even. And now, he had babies. Tiny human babies, who gazed up at him with huge green eyes, implicitly trusting his maniac brother to care for them.
And he did.
âYeah, theyâre babies being raised by a psychic and a serial killer,â Asa reminded, eyes widening as something occurred to him. âOh, God. And the serial killer is the voice of reason.â
"Atticus obsesses over that dumb cat of yoursââ
Jericho pointed the ax at him. âThat cat is his. One hundred percent. Every time I come home, that fuzzy little shit is sleeping on my fucking pillow now.â
When they reached the Rover, Asa gestured to the backseat. âChop-chop, young lovers. Thereâs fuckery afoot.â
âYou probably shouldnât tell people that you became an architect because you wanted to play God by turning skyscrapers into your own personal ant farm and that youâre just one bad day away from shaking it like an Etch-A-Sketch.â
Asa smiled. âI keep my thinking thoughts to myself.â
âYour what?â
âNoah says, âThose are thinking thoughts, not speaking thoughts.â But you asked why I do what I do, and I told you I wouldnât lie to you.â
Asa looked so proud of himself for not lying about secretly being a nihilistic anarchist that Zane almost felt guilty for saying, âYouâre batshit crazy.â
"But your husband was an FBI agent when you met, no? Did he know your secret before you started seeing each other?â
Lucas grinned. âYes. He broke into my house, told me he was Batman, and then stabbed himself.â
âWhatâs up, baby daddy? Or daddy of babies? How are the littles? Give them a squish for me.â
August sighed. âCalliope, please stop calling me that.â
âDonât,â Lucas cut in. âDonât ever stop calling him that. The girls are good. Iâll give them all the squishes."
âBut really, Dad. Zane likes me. Well, okay, I donât know that he likes me exactly, but we have this thing, this connection. We get each other. I think he might be my person.â
âYour person?â Thomas echoed.
âYeah, you know, like Noah, Lucas, and Jericho are for the others. I think Zaneâs supposed to be my person.â
But nobody was safe around Asa. Except Zane. Theyâd barely known each other a day but Zane knew, deep down, that Asa would gut anybody who looked at him sideways, and that knowledge made Zane want to do very bad things for Asa. Made him willing to hurt for him, debase himself for him.
âThatâs not going to happen, Lois. Relationships are what you make them. Our goals and values are very much aligned. We have an amazing sex life. Youâll never want for any material possession you desire. If you need something from me emotionally, Iâll learn. Iâll figure it out. You donât have to be afraid of me. I decided you were it for me the moment you put those handcuffs back on.â
Zane wasnât sure he was still breathing. As far as proposals went, it was a pretty good one.
He looked at Zane and there was this gut punch of need, this primitive, animalistic knowledge that Zane belonged to him, was made for him, was meant to be loved and fucked and protected by him. He wanted to hurt him so he could heal him. He wanted to know that he was the only one Zane trusted to bend him without breaking him.
Zane tried not to be obvious, but when Asa pinched his side, he forced himself to drag his gaze away. It wasnât his fault Thomas Mulvaney was a snack.
He gave him the vodka. The emotional support vodka. That was what it was called. Somebody had even written it on the label with Sharpie. Noahâs Emotional Support Vodka. Do Not Touch. But he had touched it. So much of it.
Sorry, Noah.
Zane stared at him for so long, Asa thought, for a minute, heâd broken him somehow. Then, finally, he said, âDid you ask me to fuck your brother last night?â
Asa blinked at him, dumbfounded. âWell, that was a hell of a non sequitur, Lois. No, I absolutely did not ask you to fuck my brother. Which, by the way, is a sentence I never expected to utter out loud.â
âDid I imagine that?â Zane said. âGod, thatâs embarrassing.â
âNo, what I said was that my brother and I have sharedâŠbedmatesâŠin the past, and then you asked if I expected you to have sex with my brother.â
Zane frowned until creases formed between his brows in that way that he did when he was concentrating really hard. âWhat did you say?â
âI countered and asked if you wanted to fuck my brother.â
âThen what did I say?â Zane asked, dread leaching into his tone.
Asa grinned. âI believe you said it wasnât a deal breaker.â
âOh, my God,â Zane said around a groan. âThatâs so embarrassing.â
âThat youâd consider fucking my brother and Felix?â
âAnd Felix?â Zane shouted, then winced. âIâve never even seen Felix. Why was I so horny?â
âI donât know, but you definitely wanted to get down last night. Were rather insistent, even. I feared for my virtue,â Asa teased.
âYes,â Zane added fiercely. âWhen can we start cutting off appendages?â
âI like him,â Archer said, pointing in Zaneâs direction. âYou can keep him.â
âLois, believe me when I say this. It will be a cold day in hell before I ever let you do anything murdery without me.â There was no missing the way Zaneâs pupils dilated, his tongue darting out to lick over his lower lip. Asa pressed his lips to his ear. âThat turned you on, didnât it? You're such a freak, I love it. Letâs go eat, Lois. Iâll even let you give me a handjob on the way.â
âWow, what a treat,â Zane quipped.
Asa grinned. âIâm a giver.â
Zane nodded. âOkay. Then you can feed me. Iâm starving.â
Asa gave him a funny look. âI remember when I had to force-feed you. Now, youâre hungry all the time. Like a baby bird. âFeed me. Feed me. Feed me.ââ
Asaâs brows knitted together. âI tell you I love you all the time.â
âYeah, but you tell me you love Swiss Cake Rolls with the same level of fervor,â Zane reminded him.
âDuh, because I do. A man can love more than one thing. It doesnât negate the other.â
Zane leveled a flat stare at him.
âOkay, like, if I had to choose between you and a box of Little Debbieâs, Iâd definitely choose you. But you both hit just right,â he said with a grin, giving Zane a deep kiss.
Zane slapped his shoulder. âCome on, Asa. Be serious. I know psychopaths canât love. Is what we have enough to keep you happy forever?â
Asa sighed. âAre you asking if I feel that weird goopy feeling when I look at you that people talk about in romance novels? If so, the answer is no. I donât have the ability to feel that. But whenever you walk into a room, I feel grateful youâre mine. I feel calmer knowing youâre there, where I can see you, protect youâŠâ He kissed Zaneâs lips softly. âDo dirty, dirty things to you whenever I want.â Zane opened his mouth to speak, but Asa pinched his lips shut. âI know people whoâd give anything to have what we have. Iâve killed for you. I would die for you. I will put your wants and needs above mine forever because I want you to be happy. Is that love? Because when youâre not around, I feel like thereâsâŠa splinter under my ribcage, and it only goes away when I see your face. Thatâs enough for me. Is it enough for you?â
Zane swallowed hard, tears rolling down his cheeks. âThatâs enough.â
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicide, and Torture
Moderate: Sexual assault
Minor: Incest
unusablebooklore's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.5
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicide, Torture, and Murder
Moderate: Suicide attempt and Gaslighting
alexandryareads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicide, Violence, Kidnapping, Suicide attempt, and Murder
Moderate: Confinement, Blood, Vomit, Grief, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , and Alcohol
talk_bookish_with_me's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Loveable characters? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicide, and Murder
Moderate: Vomit
jessie_h's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Death, Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Kidnapping, Grief, Murder, and Alcohol
shybookstagramer's review against another edition
3.75
Now onto the Headcase review
I'm going to be honest, I really struggled with this book. At one point I even considered stopping and skipping it entirely. I'm glad that I held out though because I ended up liking it more than I expected, but it was still a rough read for me. The plot is what saved this one for me. I didn't care for Asa at all. Zane was ok but not my favorite boyfriend. The spice, especially that first scene, my god it was a lot. I know a lot of readers will enjoy it but it is not my kind of thing. It was very predator/prey kind of kinky sex. The consensual non-consensual type of role play. It was a lot for me. There were some spicy scenes that were less of that and I liked those a bit more. With this type of rough role-play stuff happening, I really appreciated that the story was told from both men's POVs so I could see that it was more consensual than it seemed. That helped me through it.
Now to talk about the part that saved this book for me, the plot. Oh my god, that plot was dark and twisted but so damn intriguing! I was invested.
Overall this is definitely the darkest and most twisted book in the series, so far, with the plot and the spice. So be prepared for that.
content warning: very rough sexual content (consensual/nonconsensual roleplay), murder, torture, suicide, grief, emotional abuse, panic attack, and much more so be sure to look up the triggers for anything I may have missed
Graphic: Sexual content, Suicide, Torture, and Murder
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, and Grief
booksbutmakeitgay's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Death, Eating disorder, Gore, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Torture, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Kidnapping, Grief, Stalking, Murder, and Classism